Qynn Marie Scott - Online Memorial Website

Well Qynnie another year has gone by and it still feels the same. I really hate this time of year. Today your cousin Sam is coming to the superior dome to play rapid river in the playoffs for football so we are going there. Hoping to ease the day a little. Paets is coming for Thanksgiving can't wait it is so hard to beleive that she is going to be 6, Jamis is playing hockey this year he is so cute (sorry such a big boy I mean) Iris is getting big and boy is she stubern (kinda reminds me of you a LOT) Your brother and Michelle are doing real well we are so proud of him.
Dam Qynn it is just not fare that I have to talk to you like this it is not how it is supose to be. I wake up the same time evey night but today it is worse, I pop out of bed thinking I am getting the call again going over that night again and again thinking if I did this or if I did that things would be different, but I knew if the Lord wanted you then you would be his that day or another but it still hurt either way. Your dad is getting stronger but he misses you so much I can see the pain in his eyes or the emptiness and it kills me because I can't fix it. I am so sorry that I was not there for you that night,  but I know that you are at peace nowing that God has his arms around you and Dusty is right you are in a much better place.

I love you my angel

5 years...... :(  Not a day goes by that I don't think of you.  There are so many that think of you daily, hourly, some.....every minute and the hurt still hurts the same. It even seems worse as the years goes by.  You touched soooo many lives in such a short time.  That was one of the most beatiful things about you.

You would've been proud of Dusty the other day, I was having a moment (or two) while looking on facebook (many people post about you around this time of year).   He said "Mom, I don't understand why you cry or your sad all of the time about Qynn, you should be happy for her that she's in a better place, she's lucky.  You are being very selfish right now, it's not fair of you to sit here and be sad.  She wouldn't want that anyway." 

For a second, I thought maybe you were talking to me!  He was so adamant about it.  He seemed so grown up.  At first I was pissed and thought how dare you say such a thing because I can't help it, but then, I thought about what he said. The little bugger (that you had a LOT to do w/raising) had quite a point! 

It's still hard, but he sure made me suck up the tears and be a big girl, like you would be if you were here. He had to let me know that too! But this is also the same kid that picked the moon instead of a little tiny star in the sky to represent you when you first passed away. Low and behold, every time the moon is out til this day, he says "there's Qynn mom!"  <3

The big plus of the conversation w/Dusty, was that he remembers you and thinks of you all of the time, I am so thankful for that.  You were such a big part of their lives, I am SO greatful.  We are very lucky, to have had the chance to be a part of your life. 

Daymin, well that one there got your sassy side!  Imagine that!  Thanks, I wouldn't change it for the world.  He's all geared up and ready to get his Qynnie tattoo! "Yep mom and I are gonna have matching Qynn tattoo's, there gonna be sweeeeet!"  Daym decided that we need to get matching clover tattoo's! I'm in!  We'll see if it will pass w/his dad.....or maybe we'll pull a Qynn and just not run it by him! LOL

I know your always with us, once again very greatful.  You must be pretty busy watching over all of your fans down here.  Could you please wrap an extra hug around your mom and dad though, they need it more than any of us.  Perhaps, say hello to mom in her sleep???  Just a thought!

I love and MISS you sooooo much.
((((((BIG hugs)))))) Sunshine <3

Always, Jellen :)

On this day I know that you are here with me in Hawaii enjoying the sunshine:) Also, we get to enjoy being hours behind everyone else;) Because even though this will say I posted it on the 19, it's still the 18th in Hawaii which gives us more time to enjoy the warm air. I know you are here with me every day that passes:)

I Miss You So, So much! xoxo

Dear Qynn-

It's been 3 years today and there has not been a day that goes by that you have not crossed my mind. It  never gets easier! We all miss you so much and wish that you could be here with us. I will never forget all of the amazing times we had and what an amazing person you are. So full of life and love for everything that you do and for your family and friends.

Thinking of you always-
Alyssa...xoxo

qynn,

i was just thinking of you and thought i'd come on here and write some of the things i was thinking....

remember when we used to think the john micheal montgomery was the hottest guy ever.... " if i asked you coulda woulda be my baby tonight...." lol!!! i remember when we would sit in that little attic? or whatever it was... and eat pizza. we'd sit in there and talk about boys. and our trip to marquette for the cheerleading compititons.... remember the hockey boys??? we had alot of fun... i'm sorry that we didn't stay good friends like that. for whatever reasons, we lost track. the last time i talked to you was at subway... we talked about our little girls.... and how we should go for a walk with them sometime. i wish we could've.... i miss you qynn!!!! but we will always have "john micheal montgomery!!!! love you!!!!!

Well, my dear niece, I truly believe you helped me find the information I was missing for my Confirmation Name.  I did call you mom to tell her, but she wasn't home.  It's funny I searched for a long time looking for the details of the Saint I chose to be named after.  It was a very strange thing that the same area I already looked at not once but three times today has the information.  My Saint's name is Quintus, his feast day is Dec 18.  ( My birthday, your Name) He was killed standing for his belief in God.  Now that was all I could find for the longest time. Today I found more info.  He was killed with a group of others. The first is Januarius, a nun Maria and the toddler, four children,(I have 4) two others named Januaria (january).  Weird co-incidence ay? Thanks for the help.  The boys are doing well, Alex is doing good.  She is still just like you. I miss you so much. Love you my crazy niece.

Qynn.....

It's been awhile since I have talked too you, but trust me honey your always thought of.

Your mom sent me some pictures of Paeton , A happy Valentine's Day Surprise . I must say girl you have one beauty of a daughter. I keep her little mug shot on my refrigerator with cousin Jamis. Yah your mom keeps me up dated with Paeton's pictures and that makes me happy. Qynn that little girl of yours is an image of you. No worries sweetie she has her grandma and grandpa I'm sure wrapped around her little finger. She's in good hands so you can rest ashore.

Be peaceful  Qynn and know your in our hearts and you are truly missed'

We all Love you Sweetie

Aunt Susie

Qynnie-I was driving to school the other day...and this song made me think of you! I miss seeing you around here & there! Take care of your family down here! xoxoxooxo

People say she's only in my head 
It’s gonna take time but I’ll forget 
They say I need to get on with my life 
But they don't realize 

When you're dialing six numbers just to hang up the phone 
Drivin across town just to see if she’s home 
Wakin a friend in the dead of night 
Just to hear him say its gonna be alright 
When you Findin things to do not to fall asleep 
Cuz you know she’ll be there in your dreams 
That’s when she's more than a memory 

Took a match to everything she ever wrote 
Watched her words go up in smoke 
Tore all her pictures off the wall 
That aint helping me at all 

Cuz when you're Talkin out loud and nobody’s there 
you Look like hell and ya just don’t care 
Drinkin more than ya ever drank 
Sinkin down lower than ya ever sank 
when ya Find ya self fallin down upon your knees 
Prayin to God beggin him please 
That’s when she’s more than a memory 

She’s more x 2 

Cuz when you're dialing her number just to hang up the phone 
Drivin across town just to see if she’s home 
Wakin a friend in the dead of night 
Just to hear him say it’s gonna be alright 
When you’re findin thing to do not to fall asleep 
Cuz you know she’s waiting in your dreams 
That’s when she’s more than a memory 

People say she’s only in my head 
It’s gonna take time but I’ll forget

Qynn.........

 

It has been a year of much sadness and many tears.  So many friends, and your family miss you, and love you.  There is a huge gap at the Scott household. Your Mom and Dad are very busy trying to keep up with Paeton.  She is a peeler, but such a doll.  She is truely your daughter.  So many of your traits are coming to the surface.  Yes, even her temper.  You would be so proud of her.  She is in good hands.

 

The pain is so strong with your Mom, Dad, Josh, & Dennis.  Look over them and help them to heal.  Paeton talks to you picture.  She will forever know what you looked like.  She will be beautiful just like you.

 

I look to the sky and wonder which star God made for you.  I hope you are at peace.  I feel the pain of sadness, and I wish by some magic it would go away, but when you lose someone too quickly, the pain remains.  So.......as time passes, you will always be alive in our hearts, and forever in our thoughts.

 

Shine brightly Qynnie, I love you.