Sometimes
Sometimes…
When you are in pain..
No one sees your hurt.
Sometimes…
When you cry..
No one sees your tears.
Sometimes…
When you are worried..
No one sees your stress.
But….
I’ll always be here for you…
Even if I’m not really there..
I’m always watching over you.
I think this is a great poem.
I was driving to Ironwood this morning listening to a CD that my brother bought me years ago when he was over seas and this song came on and to be honest i had to listen to it a few time just to make sure i was not hearing things.... but when i realized that i wasnt it hit me hard..... so for everyone here are the lyrics it is by a band called BRO SIS:
Chorus
My life has changed
on a day in November
I' ve learned so many things about myself
but sometimes I'm sad
on a day in November
cos I feel with all my friends
who were left behind
(who were left behind)
I' ve come long ways
to be where I am
did all the best
all the best I can
met lots of new people
who became my friends
but should it be over now?
We had a lot together
we had so much for each other
you could be behind
said it loost my past another
fear of losing as deep down in my soul
yeah, we fought for the same goal
yeah you became another part of me
and I wanna thank you endlessly
Chorus
my life has changed
on a day in november
I' ve learned so many things about myself
but sometimes I' m sad
on a day in november
cos I feel with all my friends
who were left behind
( who were left behind)
yes, I feel with all my friends
who were left behind
(who were left behind)
Qynnie,
It has been three month now and it still is hard. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you and miss you, every morning Paeton comes to the computer and says momma so we pull this site up. When things get so bad for me and your dad we just look at your wonderful little girl that looks and acts just like you. You would be proud of her.
I find myself think about all the things you did when you were little, sitting in your closet with your babies waiting for them to wake up, going turkey hunting with your big brother and Daisey, watching you trying to be just like Josh. Swimming at the lake downstate. I think about the time I caught your brother cutting your hair and you said Josh is making beautiful. I thought to myself there is noway he could make you any more beautiful than you already where.
When we moved up here you had a hard time ajusting at first even though you were only 6 but that soon changed. You were into everything. You use to get mad at me for calling you my unique child (but you were) and your dad and I were and are still very proud of you.
When you became a teenager you gave us a run for the money you were your own person and bull headed just like your dad. You always gave everything your all and nothing less, In sports and life.
Ill never forget one of your many proms that you went to the pink dress you wore you were bound and determind to be comfortable, so your wore your tennis shoe under your dress (untied) colored your hair to match the dress and you pulled it off you look beautiful.
Then you graduated and left us then you were home very soon. Then one day you came to us with the news of Paeton. I was not real happy at first because I thought you were so young and had so much life to live. you were so scared during your pregnancy. You felt alone even though your dad I was there, but I new what you meant. When Paeton was born your had such a glow about you still scared and wasnt sure if you could raise her by yourself but I knew you could after all you are your fathers daughter and I was right you did a wonderful job. and I have never been more prouder of you than I was the day Paeton came into our lives.
Qynnie there isn't a day that goes by that I wouldnt take all the waiting up all night for you and the times that we sat up late and talked or just held each other just to see your smiling wonderful face again.
You are and always will be my little Pebbles.
I love and miss you Mom
Hey Qynn,
i guess this is a late happy birthday. it took me a while to finally come to this page. i miss you so much. i know we never really kept in touch like we always said we would, but i still always loved you. i wish i could have seen you one last time before this whole thing. i had no idea that 3 years ago at christmas was going to be the last time i was ever going to see you. i still to this day can't beleive your not here. i want you to come home. its to much for me to even think about. we were pebbles and alfy. and we will always be. i love you sooo much qynnie. i will see you again someday.
